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November 4, 2009 | 1 Comment
Good morning mySSMP members!
It’s Wednesday…and things are going smooth like clock work. Today I am taking a chillax day out for myself.
With a broken tooth and on meds…I think I would like to chillax to myself and just meditate. These meds, man, if they make me fill like this, it’s no wonder people are trying to get their hands on them. Please keep in my I have never taking any meds for anything…and my tooth being broken, left me in excruciating pain! I HAD NO CHOICE BUT TO TAKE THE MEDS…OR BE IN PAIN.
The first pill I popped was Amoxicillin 500MG and the other one is called Hydrocodone/apap 7.5MG/750MG man…I swear this in not how I want my body to feel…it feels like a cheap fake high! My nervous system is screaming Elly what are you doing?
I remember when I was 15 years old and I got high for the first time in my life smoking Cannabis. I have never laughed or felt that way ever again in my life. I’m am not promoting cannabis…but it was a better feeling than the meds I’m taking. I didn’t go and do something crazy or jump off moving objects for any type of special butterfly effect either!
I tried it 3 times at the age of 15. Do I regret it, no.
I really don’t have any other regrets in life. All my experiences made me who I am today.
I was always head strong…and never was the one to be a follower of bad company. The Creator has fashioned me for his own purpose…and I will not be like any other…you will not find anyone else with my thumb print…not even my own flesh and blood offspring.
It’s as simple as that!
I am who I am and cannot be anything else.
When things get tough…humble yourself before the Creator and ask him to guide you through the tough times…surely he will honor your faith in him.
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Hi Elly,
Send me your tel # at the above email address and I will help you with the pain for your broken tooth without meds.
You always have a choice but sometimes we don’t know it yet.
Peace,
Cecil.